sorry dear. i told u i want to meet u but i did'nt. i'm really sorry. i guess i really hurt u by not going to find u. i know u had a very bad day today. yet i can do nothing about it. coz i'm part of it that causes ur day to be so bad. when i messaged u to mit u after ur oral. i really mean it. i really wanted to see u. but it rains heavily and i was thinking whether to mit u anot. coz i really don't know how to tell my mum. because of this i chose not to go and stay at home. while u are out there in the pouring rain. i wanted to shelter u. wanted to accompany. but i jus could'nt. i'm really very very sorry.

nowadays u are facing so much stress as i am. i know u are unhappy, sad and felt unmotivated. i am always trying my best to help u i hope u can see that. i really want to motivate u to study again. because few months down the road, we are sittting an exam that will decide where we are in the future.